..Saturday, September 3, 2011 ' 12:15 PM
cuz in the end, it doesn't really matter..
This is the last day of holiday. In two days i'm gonna have to face reality..work and work and work. Shitty work.
So, there's really nothing to look forward to. Nuh, scratch that. I'm going to look for some things that i can look forward to... i need to do this. I need to find something exciting to keep me going forward. Like a project. A life project. Something.... maybe i can try to find a scholarship abroad? or find a more exciting place to work? or write a novel? or i don't know... i don't know what i wanna do with my life.
Whatever.. finding my life's passion is a lot harder. So, one baby step at a time..
Now, let's see what little things i can do to make my life has more meaning to live...
- do sport regularly. swim. gym. anything.
- do things spontaneously
- stop being too serious !!!!!
- enjoy life
So what if work sucks ??
So what if people are nosy ??
So what if i'm bored ??
Well, these are not the kind of list i wanted to make... but whatever.... i never did any resolutions i made. It's pointless to make one now... haha.
Gwads, i am just so bored with my life.
I wanna have a dog ! I wanna walk my dog ! I wanna bungee ! I wanna go on a vacation and have a blast ! I wanna stop stressing about my work ! I wanna stop worrying about life ! I just wanna have fun with my life ! I wanna stop explaining things to other people ! I wanna go skiing ! I wanna go beach walking ! I wanna be carefree !!
